Lack of Words

So, I've been waiting to make another post. Partially so we had time to tell the family and partially because I honestly haven't been able to bring myself to say it. But since my mom posted it on Facebook and our immediate family has been notified, and I know it will never get easier to say, I guess I will just have to come out and say it.

Gammy had a breast biopsy done a couple weeks ago and we found out last week that it came back positive for cancer. I haven't asked many questions because I'm still kind of in a daze, like, what do you ask? What do you say? Is there a rule book as to how I'm supposed to feel? So many questions that I don't have answers to. She goes for more tests tomorrow and Wednesday and following those tests, we should know more.

In the mean time, say some prayers for us. If you don't pray, keep us in your thoughts. A lot of things have been changing around here and they're changing quick. And if you know me, you know I am not a big fan of change, at least the kind I can't control. I know this is affecting all of us differently and none of us are good about communicating our feelings, so we're just kind of holding our breath for right now.

P.S. I hate to be selfish, but I'm going to have my wisdom teeth extracted on Thursday and I'm terrified, so say an extra prayer for me :)